I second how helpful Dre’s shares are. But I also sometimes feel like a “me too!” Copycat lol. Perhaps I just wanna BE Dre? 😘
My why’s are all over the board but I’ve realized they all stem from mostly wanting to help others. I want to adopt all the dogs and All the kids. I want to retire my husband because his thankless, BS job is wearing him out mentally and physically every day and it makes me feel so helpless. Same with my mom. We’re headed down the Alzheimer’s road and I’d give anything to take she and I to Tuscany. She turned 80 in June. I’m literally on borrowed time and still $25k in debt.
But I also want to travel and have a super cute house that’s not in need of repair. I also have my own health issues so some days I ain’t getting out of bed. I need a life that respects that.
Also these 4 current rescue pets are expensive AF.
Fuck going back to working for some old dude who believes in bootstrapping things and wants to tell me what my schedule is. Also, fuck getting up at 4 am for the privilege of his paycheck.
I have numerous regrets. Mostly buying those new, shiny programs and exclusive memberships that practically guaranteed my success but really, only added to my guilt from buying things I’ll never use. And while I’m at it, fuck Mastermind groups. I didn’t do sororities in college. I sure AF don’t need one now.
Damn, that got mad. I feel like I’ve wasted so much time and money with nothing to show and still no idea what I’m doing