Welll… My why has always been to do what I want, when I want, with who I want!!!
But, it all started working in a toxic AF job for 12 years. I still am working a 9-5 but I had to get out of the toxic job to give me the time and energy to work on launching my business.
My husband works 3 jobs to support us so my first goal has been to make enough so he only needed to have one job and the one he enjoys that pays the least. Sad being a police officer is where he makes the least, but absolutely loves helping others.
But… my daughter has shifted my WHY these last few months. I am now in the gotta make this f*cking work now mentality. She has been struggling with anxiety and depression for years and recently tried to take her life, and therapy is expensive AF. So, my WHY has never been so strong and so pulling in my life. I want to be able to get her all the help she needs regardless of what it costs and the time I need. I ran over my time off allotment for this year because I took too many days off to help her. I don’t want this to be a stress in my mind.
BUT, I am also being conscious about trying to run my business so that I don’t feel desperate. I want everything to come from a state of peace and calm.